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Is think of you
I think of you>>


Wahh, sometimes when you think you're beginning to get it &understand it, you actually don't. Sometimes when you think your stand is firm enough, &you won't be swayed by anything else in the universe. A simple weak breeze might just pull you all the way to square one.
&sometimes, when you think everything meant smth, they usually don't.
Pfft, i thought it's okay now! But aiyah, sian-ness. ): I'm just still glad my sanity took contol over almost everything.


Prelims ended for us ytd, yo! :D
I wanted to be mean &laugh at the Physics students, but cannot lah! Almost 90% of fairsians in jj take Physics! Ahhh!
Ytd was a really moody day. ): Wah, &this 'Moody Day' really lasted from morning assembly, til the time we left school for Cold Rock, left Cold Rock for Settlers, &left Settlers for home. So terrible, i tell you! D: D: D:
&the stupid heavy rain only make things so much more worse, &left some of us sick. ): Pfft. Holland looks like it's going through a major flood. &to deliver umbrella, i was brave enough to walk through te heavy rain with a weak umbrella twice. (:
Y'know, sometimes the rain come down so heavily, i don't exactly see the need for an umbrella. It only keeps the top of your head dry, from face downwards, you'll be wet to the bone! ]:


Cold Rock.
Girls at Cold Rock.
With the guys.
Girls at Settlers.

Risk; ahh please! Look at my pathetic amount of red soldiers. ): So sad can!

Topple; it was quite boring, until it's about to topple. &when it finally did, all of us screamed. Hehe.
Some hang-the-monkey game. We didn't complete it in the end, cos the whole game set was falling apart. Lol.
Ah, this is nice! But i forget the name of the game. (:


I scrolled down my phone list, &i found out (to my horror), there isn't actually one soulmate left in my life. ): Then i sat on my bed, crying.
Having friends who don't reply your msges doesn't help much either. &having friends whom you think is a shoulder for you to lean on, yet when you're in need of a support, you don't dare to send a msg to them, it's absolutely no use too.
But then again, i'm not someone who will call/msg people just to say 'i am sad'. Afterall, having to spill out so many problems &troubles to all my then soulmates, only to discover they'll leave my life. Just who am i to trust again?
I always though of life being black &white, initially. Having true friends &soulmates are like, adding colours into your life.
My life was black &white. Then come all my then friends besties soulmates. For a moment in my life, i know it was colourful, as bright as can be. (: But then right now, the colours all seem to disappear &i'm stuck in black &white still.
Honestly, i might just be better off if it's black &white all the way. What, having it all, then letting it slipped away. It hurts more, than words can describe.
I used to say "Dont cry cos it ended, but smile cos it happened". But the thing is, smiling on the outside is definitely an easy job. But smiling right from my heart, ahhhh, it's smth i seek &yearn. ):


Teacher's day celebration on friday. Please come!
I don't want to be stuck with bryan chuang alone.
Comeeeeee!


G'day ahead i hope, though it's still raining. ):
(PS. Joel! Really! I'm rebellious as can be! Hahah. :D)

Labels: post prelims

Saturday, August 23, 2008;

♥ 8/23/2008 01:33:00 PM

&would you ever discover
that i've decided to say goodbye>>

(Pardon me, but i can't seem to find any nicer photos. ]: )
Walao. Get me someone who's cooler than her please! :D
It's a pity Mediacorp didn't have any live telecast of her singles.
&it's a pity she lost e match against Zhang Yining. Hey, but we can't deny the fact that she'sawesomely good awesome. (: What, she came so close please! :D :D :D
Whoa, you go girl!

Two more paper 1, 1 more math paper 2.
&at the end of all the papers, we'll finally see freedom. Like how relieved we'll be to see the light at the end of the tunnel. :D
I hope we're all going out on wednesday, after the paper! :D


I've been experiencing some feelings recently, kind of refreshing, yet tiring.
Sorry, i can't afford the time &energy!
Ahh, i wish i could same ____ views &thoughts. But i can't. ):
I wasn't given any chance. Hokay, maybe i was. I just didn't treasure it enough, &i let it slipped past me. :\
It's okay, wenfang! It really is.

For those who are struggling with prelims &everything else, you're not alone!
:D Trust me on that.
G'day ahead!

Labels: Feng tian wei

Wednesday, August 20, 2008;

♥ 8/20/2008 10:40:00 AM

Cos tonight will be the night
That i'll fall for you
Over again>>

I'm in love!



吴志浩
He's handsome! He's body damn hot! He has dimples!
Catch him on channel u 10 o'clock show. Couple or Trouble.

Labels: 吴志浩

Tuesday, August 19, 2008;

♥ 8/19/2008 08:44:00 AM

We're talking life power
Red Cross power
The power to be the best that we can be>>


I got reminded of the 'Red Cross Power' song last evening, &it stuck onto my mind ever since. :D


Anyways, 3classmates turned eighteen this august! (:
080808; Benj

Benjaboop! :D You're a very nice friend, &a super sweet angel! Heh &you're a fairsian. :D Hohoho.
Hey, we never even talk in fairfield before, y'know! Wells, at least i'm glad we're a little more than just plain classmates in jc. We're angels &mortals! Heh.
You've been a really whacky person to hang around with. You're so retardedly comical, yet can be so dead serious at times. There'll always be laughter when you're around! I just love talking to you! Cos you're a friend whom i can really talk to een though we ain't close like how girlfriends usually behave. :D
May you be like the PET rocket(Benjaboop) of sarah hf &mine. Fly fast &far!


120808; Aaron

MJ! :D Mojojojo. Hahah. Rmbr that shop in china? Not bad ar, aaron! You've a shop named after you overseas! (:
Ahh, i'll never forget what my bro said bout you. Aye jie, why your friend like gangster ar? Hohoho. See, this is evidence, for you to stop acting like a gangster &start smiling more.
Well, you've been a heck of a friend to have. You wear the 'i-dont-give-a-hoot' facial expression most of the times, but hey, you really do show concern at times. :D
Do stop being lame over the 'Curry Kid' thing. My stand still stays yeah? You do have potential in _____ _____! :D
Well, i'm glad all of us became such goody good friends in jc. It's hard to make such great get along friends now. &you! Please stop catergorising your friends. &dont you ever think you can forget anyone of us after we grad. Hehe.
Stay happy, mj!


190808; Hy

Huiyeeeee! :D Happy 18th, sweets!
Yaye, finally all the girls in the clique are eighteen! Let's all turn to the guys &laugh at them. Ho ho ho.
Oh booo, no more teasing you anymore cos we're all of the same age alr.
Lolol. But anyways, i just wanna say i love you so very much. You've been an ultra friend. Ultra loud, ultra serious (at times), ultra hilarious, &ultra awesome. :D You're straightforward with your thoughts, &you're very true.
You're one who cares silently, ready to lend a listening ear. (: Thanks for that!
Hahah, &boy! Do i love our phonetalks? (: They're cool, way too cool. Cos i've to put the earset a metre away from my ears. :D
Kidding girl! Enjoy your 18th today! Although i guess it must be all bout studying &mugging.
Let's all go out someday! (: The rule is, no library! :D


Prelims have been really suffocating. ):
I can't wait til it's over. No okay, wait. I can. Cos i really do enjoy only having to go school on alternate days. (: It gives all of us enough sleep!
Awesome.


Y'know, happiness can be describe as the air around us.
Many times, we foolishly greed for more happines.
So we tend to grasp our hand tighter, for fear that once the handgrip is loose, the happiness we've in our hands might slip away.
But after losing that simple happiness too many times. You'll then come to realise that, there're absolutely no need for a tight handgrip. We're all trying too hard, for a simple happiness that'll always revolve around us.
Try letting loose your handgrip, &u'll discover that this way, you get to hold on onto much more air(happiness).
So the understatement is: Don't try grasping for more happiness, &don't ever neglect that simple happiness which stood by our sides all along. (:


Have a fanta-bulous day!

Labels: Birthdays, happiness

Sunday, August 10, 2008;

♥ 8/10/2008 10:22:00 PM

Wish that i could cry
Fall upon my knees>>



Things.Became.Like.This.
I'm sorry for being caught off-guard.
No one ever told me to prepare.
I know i haven cherish the happiness i had around me all along.
Just give me a second chance, i'll embrace it with all that i have.
&i'll embrace it with all that i am.

Saturday, August 09, 2008;

♥ 8/09/2008 06:26:00 PM

I never gonna say goodbye
Cos i never wanna see you cry>>


It hurts when you have a whole gallon of tears, ready to flow out of your eyes. Yet you still have to be barve &strong for everyone else to see.
It takes alot of strength to just put up a brave front so people will stop worrying about you.


I need to stay strong. I cant afford to cry in front of my parents, grandparents, brother, extended families.
No, they care.
But i just can't breakdown in front of them.


I'm sorry for those who are worry about me.
I'm sorry for not being contactable.
I'm sorry, idk why. I'm just sorry.
I wish i could say 'i am okay'. But it seems really difficult now.
I'm sorry.


Things are flopping over at my side.
It sucks when my abilites are limited, &i cant do much to relieve the burdens of everyone else.
It sucks when i have to be so ill at this timing. Seeing my mummy runs around, taking care of both of us really breaks my heart.
It sucks when prelims are around the corners, yet smth like this have to happen.


I just wanna say, i'm staying strong.
For my daddy, for my mummy, for everyone else in the world who care.
&i promise i wont _____.


I love you, daddy.

Labels: i love you daddy

Thursday, August 07, 2008;

♥ 8/07/2008 11:39:00 PM

Baby sometimes
Love just ain't enough>>



I miss my long hair.
I know i'm foolish to cut my hair. ):
Fringe, grow grow grow! Ponytail, grow grow grow!


Today was awesome! :D
Coming to school at normal time, with ky &bryan preparing for the bday celebration afterwards was tiring. But like what bra told me, it seems pretty much worthwhile afterall. (:
Poster colours + icy cold water. :D Eewk, please.
Ah, it's such a pooper when both aaron &benj turn up at the table! D:


After math, huili &i struggled with the bottles of disgustingly mixed water &cake &our bags &our very big sized bodies. Okay lah, just mine. =p
Bryan's the poor soul who walked to &fro from the canteen to the basketball court afew gazillion times. Lol. (:
Then the fun begins!
Hokay, the plan went haywired somehow, cos both of them knew bout it before they stepped into the court. ):
The guys went to eat while the girls were out in the sun, preparing the stuff. &the whipped cream all melted. ):
The digustingly mixed water isn't icy cold anymore.
Lol. But still, i'm still glad things ended off well! &nice! :D


No photos, cos it's a tad dangerous to bring my phone out, with whipped cream &water splashing around like we're having another World War.
):
(PS. Aaron, i feel damn tempted to post ____ up!)


I hope the two bday boys like the celebration anyways.
Afterall, next year, they might have to celebrate their 19th bday in camp! Heheh. :D


I'm sooo tired.
National day is coming soooon.
I miss ndp05. ):
Ahh, last year, around this timing. I'm packing for china trip. Ho ho ho.
I miss china trip too!


For now, i miss my bed. (:
G'nights.

Labels: bday celebration

Wednesday, August 06, 2008;

♥ 8/06/2008 10:23:00 PM

I never wanna say goodbye
Cos i never wanna see you cry>>


____________(seriously).


I think (&hope) tmr will be a good day. (:
Let's just wait &see.

Tuesday, August 05, 2008;

♥ 8/05/2008 10:48:00 PM

When i grow up>>


I just want one wish.
Just one, i won't be greedy.


I wish for time to come to a standstill.


I know it isn't anybody's fault. It's not your fault. Neither is it mine.
But i just want you to know how 'betrayed' i felt.
Hokay, it might seems extremely ridiculous to you (whoever is able to read this), but i felt hurt.
I know 'betrayed' isn't exactly an appropriate term to use in this context. But heck. ):
As happy as i am with my friends now, as blissful i may feel right at this moment. &as ______ as i am here. I want you to know that, just one single nod or a wave of hand of yours. That's all it takes, for me to leave everything right now, &return to you side.
So, maybe we can all make things fine (at least for me). So that we'll return to the good ol' days, &perhaps, let things go back to where they used to be, &where they belong.
Don't you get it?
As much drifted as we're right now. I can't deny that fact that yall are still the ones in the heart &mind all the times.
I need your presence in my life.
Cos they're all it takes, to make my days better.
Cross my heart.


I just din know it taste, this bad.
Or perhaps, i was just trying to continue deceiving myself.

Labels: disappointed(but i cant do anything)

Saturday, August 02, 2008;

♥ 8/02/2008 11:26:00 PM

Trying to apologise
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out>>


Howdy! :D
This week was such a HAPPY week! Though with a tad of saddness.
But the week went by so happily it totally made me forget about the sad part! :D :D :D


I guess the emphasis of the whole week was about the 'Angel &Mortal' game that my class played. It was totally awesome! :D But the sad thing was, it ended off so soon! ):

-from my Mortal.

-from my Angel.
Initially, i was telling my friends it's gonna be so sian, cos both my angel &mortal are guys! &my class guys (on the outside) are those kind of dao &i-dont-wanna-give-a-hoot to everything.
But aha! I was so totally wrong please! My angel &mortal are so sweet! Well, in fact almost all of them are nice &sweet! Esp the 5 of them (Des Aaron Bryan Kok Benj). (:
Too sweet, in fact.
To desmond, i'm really gonna miss giving you gifts &see your very expensive smile. Your msg/note/card always make me go awhh inside &makes me melt. Haha. (: Thanks for everything, giraffe! (:
To benj, i'm gonna miss your very very adorable origami, which always brighten up my day! Your gifts always caught me off-guard man! Like the six scoops icecream which you got me on fri. Hahah. (:
You two are the sweetest!


&we finally had the long-awaited class phototaking on wed! :D :D :D


Ah, it's a real pity we all din bother to continue snapping photos after the session. ): The girls practically rushed off after the session to prepare for the math test on thurs. What, having math HOD as a math tutor is as stress as XYZ! ):
Esp if you're someone like me, who no longer breeze through maths tests/quizzes effortlessly. Ahhh! Unhealthy Pressure, please.
Hokay, Mr Leow isn't that bad lah. Mm, he's just quite Bad, though i still wouldn't trade him in for another other math tutor! (:


Then was the blood donation drive which bp huili nat &i went on thurs! :D




Ahh, it was painful this time round. Leaving all four of us feeling weak &unwell after the donation. ):
But still, the sense of satisfaction was too overwhelming that it cause us to forget the pain &all. (:
EH!
Donate blood! It saves life! :D


If you think that the pace of life is going way too fast for you to handle.
Here's three words for you
: STOP &STARE.
-&the rest of the song follows.
Heh.


(PS. Believe it or not, it took me a whole hour to do this post. ):
Well, i'd say you believe me, cos i gain nth in lying to you. Hah.)
G'nights!

Labels: Anel and mortal, Blood donation (triple exclamation mark), class phototaking